Possessed

have you ever been in a state of being possessed?
well, scary to say this (i still shivered when i thought of it what more to talk about it again..), i have actually been posssessed before. i thought i was until i found out about the interpretation of such state.

there were many times (with the most recent incident occurred just a week ago) where i would feel like something is trying to enter me. ya, it felt as though something unexplainable is trying to enter into my body or just trying to reap off my soul from my body. you know how it is in the movies / cartoons where you will see a translucent-being being pulled / vacuum-ed out from the solid body.

and when you are at such state, you would not be able to move. you can't even utter a word. you are in a petrified state, frozen and helpless. i felt awful when i am in such state. i tried to move my body but my movement was forbidden. as though something was preventing me from moving around. i was pressed down to my bed. i just want to scream but i can't even open my mouth. horrible feeling ever.

after many years, i decided to tell my mom about it. she took me to a religious medium to have the petrification sorted out. well, he did not do anything apart from giving me some talisman and some advice. he said the reason why i experienced such state is because a 7 legged spider had crawled past me / above me when i was sleeping. with the naked eye, the spider looked like any ordinary spider (apart from being 7 legged instead of 8) but actually, the spider is very big. so, he advised me to kill such spider if i ever saw any. and i did. since then, i had not experienced such traumatising state again until a week ago. that was the first time after nearly 2 years in the UK.

how strange.. i can't even see any ants / lizards / cockroaches in my house.. what more spiders? am i being followed? sheesh! get away from me. oh God, please protect me from all this UFOs.. horror hollywood movies were enough to kill me what more experiencing such real life miseries..